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Hi I am a Christian, a nurse, the mother of two grown children and two grand daughters, one grandson, and 3 dogs. I love people and have a huge heart. So why am I blogging? Well I've been told that I need to publish my writings. This seemed to be the easiest way to do that. Also, I want to get out there and live life to the fullest. Empty nests are great because now I get to explore the world. I'm starting right here on my computer. So come along with me and as I learn to fly we'll soar together!

Thursday, February 9, 2012

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The closer I get to the core the harder it is to read this because I see pain coming, but I cannot put it down.  I cannot stop.  I am on the verge of being in His presence and the pain is worth ing.  To find pure Holy Love - to be enveloped in it at long last.  No pain could be too much to bear going through to get there. 

My heart trembles with fear and trepedation.  It is the feeling that I will finally once and for all let go of all the crap in my life.  That it will no longer have hold over me.  That I will be set free in a sea of God’s love for me.

I said I was not ready, this is why.  He has for me a deeper cleansing that I must endure before I will be able to accept this His love. 

No wonder my body has not completed it’s transformation.  It is waiting for my spirit to preceed it.

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