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Hi I am a Christian, a nurse, the mother of two grown children and two grand daughters, one grandson, and 3 dogs. I love people and have a huge heart. So why am I blogging? Well I've been told that I need to publish my writings. This seemed to be the easiest way to do that. Also, I want to get out there and live life to the fullest. Empty nests are great because now I get to explore the world. I'm starting right here on my computer. So come along with me and as I learn to fly we'll soar together!

Thursday, February 9, 2012

10/20/10 what has God given me?


There is too much to write – not enough time or paper or e-space to document all the goodness that God has given me.
It’s not that I deserve any of it, quite the contrary.  It’s that God is good and He loves me.  That’s who He is.
Interestingly enough living an entire life with the viewpoint of ‘what’s in it for me’ is shifting to a developing viewpoint of how God sees things.
Of course given my propensity for selfishness this is not an easy task. 
But let me review here.
God, the One who made all of this, has freely given me:
Life
Love, He gave me Himself to keep me from getting what I really deserve.
That in itself is enough but there is icing – endless icing to go on that awesome cake.
Beauty to see, a plethora of things visually stimulating and revealing of His beauty.
Music, voices, thunder, waves, bells, katydids, a range of auditory stimuli that I can hear.
Oh fragrances! A wonderful range of odors that evoke images of things – of all kinds – in my memory.
Touch. Wow touch – hugs, hands feeling warmth from another, kisses, cuddling.  Too many to list – the range of touches that fill my heart with joy.
The things that I taste so the list continues. Again not enough room.
And those are just the things that He has given me not only that, but the ability to enjoy them.
But the list is far from complete.
Innumerable occasions where He has saved my life, stepped in and turned away the crop that I had sown and had not yet harvested.  Unimaginable that He would have this much grace and mercy for me.
Physical health, mental capacity, fortitude and strength, willpower, beauty, wisdom, a heart that has more ability for compassion than I can ever say.  All of the internal makings of who I am.
Family, friends, home, job, country, the gross aspects of a life in this time and place.  Down to the abilities such as typing, multitasking, managing, organizing, all the innate properties of my personality.
Spirit.
Connection to Himself through Christ.  The ability to belong to Him.  The understanding of my purpose.  Direction and instruction in His love letter.  Companionship with others that share His heart.

A tangible list?  Impossible.  I can only list in gross generalities and examples.  My mind reels at the thought of how long the list would be.

And lest I forget that the pruning also produces fruit in me, which are so absolutely overwhelming gifts, I should add these attributes that He has shared from His very own attributes:
Patience
Faithfulness
Longsuffering
Meekness
Self control
Confidence
Insight
Wisdom
Joy
Peace
Faith
Truth
Love

And looking at the entire page...
The greatest of these is love, which is sufficient to describe it all, yet not.


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