To Tracy:
Miss you terribly.
Melancholy overtakes me as time passes and I’m not near you.
Alas! What is my life about? Who will I share my love with?
I need you my Jonathan, I need you.
I will shut up myself and hide from the pain of being alone.
I will lean against the breast of my Lord and weep all the while as I worship Him.
But that in my mind’s eye alone as a succor is not enough.
For this flesh yet lives, and this heart suffers discouragement even though my strength is from Him who I love.
It is impossible to be where my heart longs to be, therefore I can only reach for whosoever I can that understands this longing.
Oh that I could just sit at His feet forever.
My friend, my love, I am feeling so very alone.
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