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Hi I am a Christian, a nurse, the mother of two grown children and two grand daughters, one grandson, and 3 dogs. I love people and have a huge heart. So why am I blogging? Well I've been told that I need to publish my writings. This seemed to be the easiest way to do that. Also, I want to get out there and live life to the fullest. Empty nests are great because now I get to explore the world. I'm starting right here on my computer. So come along with me and as I learn to fly we'll soar together!

Thursday, February 9, 2012

12/08/10 questions answered


And then one day He stepped out of my god box
Bigger than my world
Larger than life
The paradox being that He stepped into a human box
Smaller than His heaven
Heading to death

Why?
Therein is the crux of it.
We are all broken, every one of us have that missing part.
Before time and eternity He existed and saw the need and loved us.
Love, that holds the universe together.
Love, that causes the sunrise every day.
Love, that gives me breath.
It’s a long long list.

No need to ask how. 
Ipso facto.
He is that He is.

The when is also obvious, in Jesus, the Christ.
Emmanuel = God with us.

What then? 
To have a heart, a mind, a spirit awaken to these facts, for a reason?
To meet the need.

The need being?
It is how we are made, to love and to be loved by Him.
That oft distorted desire unable to be fulfilled with anything but Him.
Even unaknowledged longing for the missing part of us screems it’s demand to be satisfied to the point that we all search.
So we worship drugs, alcohol, sex, money, intellect, food, relationships, an unending list of other gods that can not and never will fill that need.

So?
Somewhere in the back of every mind is a notion of God.  But He has been put in a box.  Often kept at the back of a far shelf in the least used closet in our minds (covered by anything available).
On that day, the one where you see Him outside of the box in your mind, you will find this....
The entire reason for your existance becomes clear and as you reach for Him finally you find that without any outward change, no obvious difference in appearance, that space is filled with peace as He comes to take His place in the core of your being.  The missing peace is found: His Name is Love.

My need is my best story. 
My brokenness reveals His glory.

Now what?
Just live it.




Jeanne 

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