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Hi I am a Christian, a nurse, the mother of two grown children and two grand daughters, one grandson, and 3 dogs. I love people and have a huge heart. So why am I blogging? Well I've been told that I need to publish my writings. This seemed to be the easiest way to do that. Also, I want to get out there and live life to the fullest. Empty nests are great because now I get to explore the world. I'm starting right here on my computer. So come along with me and as I learn to fly we'll soar together!

Thursday, February 9, 2012

11/02/09 IT IS GONE


IT IS GONE

I JUST CAN’T GET OVER HOW IT TURNED OUT
ANOTHER LOSS ANOTHER PAIN
AN ENDLESS STREAM OF HURT AND SADNESS
OH LORD OH GOD OH ABBA
PLEASE SAVE ME FROM MYSELF AND THE HEARTACHE THAT ENGULFS ME
PLEASE HELP ME STOP FEELING THIS PAIN
PLEASE PLEASE GIVE ME A HEART OF STONE
A MUCH LIGHTER WEIGHT THAN THIS HEAVY BURDEN OF BROKEN ALONENESS THAT I LIVE IN
I AM NOT WHOLE
I AM NOT LOVED
I AM ALONE SAVE YOU
AND I WANT SO MUCH FOR YOU TO BE ENOUGH
BUT I CANNOT CONVINCE MY HEART THAT IT IS SO
I HAVE TRIED AND FAILED SO MANY TIMES
I CANNOT BEAR TO GO THROUGH THIS AGAIN
PLEASE TURN MY HEART TO STONE.

YET MY WEAKNESS IS A PRAISE TO YOU
MY BROKEN HEART AN OFFERING
THE SONG LOST FROM MY HEART BURNT SACRIFICE
TO WORSHIP YOU - EVEN SO - MOST HIGH
WITH MY TEARS I WASH YOUR FEET
YOU ARE ALWAYS GOD AND EVERMORE YOU REIGN
I WILL EXALT YOU FROM THE LOW PLACE YOU HAVE CAST ME TO
I HAVE NO OTHER TO LOVE BUT YOU
THOUGH MY PAIN PRESSES ME DOWN
MAY IT BE IN YOUR BOSOM
MAY YOUR HAND BE ON MY HEAD
ANOINT ME WITH YOUR OIL
LIFT MY HEAD FROM THIS LONG TORMENTED BED OF WEEPING
CARRY ME TO THE GARDEN OF YOUR HOLY PRESENCE OH ABBA
POUR OUT YOUR SPIRIT ON ME THAT I MAY KNOW YOU ARE NEAR
LET ME SEE YOUR FACE AGAIN THAT I MIGHT BE BURNED UP WITH YOU
AND DEATH TAKE ME NO MORE TO FEEL THIS PAIN


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