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Hi I am a Christian, a nurse, the mother of two grown children and two grand daughters, one grandson, and 3 dogs. I love people and have a huge heart. So why am I blogging? Well I've been told that I need to publish my writings. This seemed to be the easiest way to do that. Also, I want to get out there and live life to the fullest. Empty nests are great because now I get to explore the world. I'm starting right here on my computer. So come along with me and as I learn to fly we'll soar together!

Thursday, February 9, 2012

03/29/10 well then i guess it's a theme going again. to church then


Being intentional about loving Jesus
Where has your first love gone?
Whom do you love?
Because of His love
Because He loves so much
Sin is condemned
Sin is expunged

It’s hard to wright of love when my heart is bruised
It’s hard when I am I pain
I wish I knew how to overcome the loss
The missing dreams and plans
And sense of the missing thing

It’s not like I’ve never been here before
I’ve lived here for a long time
And I know it well
But I didn’t want to be here
And I don’t know where to go
Cause this is a painful place
And I wish there was a way out

Please recognize my needs
Please see my pain
Please hold out your arms to me
And welcome me in your fold
Please let me fit in
I miss the place I wanted to be
I miss the dream I had

I wonder if there is an afterwards where happiness lives.

I feel very alone.

But I can cry out to my God
I know He understands
He felt this pain of loneliness
He felt the disattachment from life
He knew sorry
He knew affilction
Beyond anything I have had
And I know He loves me
I know He’ll never let me go.
And I have permission to grieve
As He did.


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