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Thursday, February 9, 2012

03/18/10 living in truth - my thoughts from the lessons of today


Bear with me on these thoughts....

Much of the church’s mission (the calling of the body of Christ to live as Him, being His body) is lost because of the difficulty we have with being real. 
People can tell when things are hidden, or when things are not dealt with, or when we are not willing to admit our failures. 
Not to be putting condemnation on anyone. 
Far be it for me to do that, as I am guilty of having committed nearly every sin possible in my life. 
But the wounds that have been inflicted by the body on itself are deep.
And there is much need of healing.
Those who have come in seeking sanctuary, often having not found it, have left and have been wounded by our lack of truth and love and acceptance of them.

We do not need to air our dirty laundry, but we need to be constantly aware of our fallen-ness.
And we need to be on guard against the kind of Pharisaical attitudes that come when we settle into Christianity as a suit.
If we do not live it out in truth it becomes a façade – a mask, and it becomes simply a thinly veiled cover for the rotting sin of self importance.

But for the grace of God there go I. (and often perhaps I am guilty of this though I loath the idea)
Lord keep me from this sin.
Father help me to stay real and honest and open before You and before Your children, and the world.
I open my life for Your use, all of the ugliness and sin is Yours to use for Your glory. 
Let it not be hidden, let it be out there to show that even I with all I have been am loved by You.
Let the pain and difficulties of my past present and future be used for Your kingdom. 
Glorify Your Name. 

From ‘today in the word’ lesson today......
The lesson this morning talked about Joseph and the grace he was given in dealing with his brothers.
The exercise was proposed :  fill in the blanks....

Though others did _____ I will not do _______ in return.

This can be a healing and gut wrenching exercise.
Healing of this sort may take years.
It is a grace given by God that is absorbed a day at a time until the toxin is worked out.
Some of the angriest people you know in life have been deeply hurt and have not healed of it.
They live either in denial or by flaunting it.
We (the church) are not in business of comparing scars.
We are in the business of healing them. 

So...it made me aware of the need for us to rid ourselves of these toxins (individually and corporately) ...... but how?
By living out God’s grace towards each other in open truth.
By embracing the un-lovely who are so wounded.
By coming along side those who are weak and infants in their faith, regardless of their age, in honest living with them.

Joseph offered forgiveness, his forgiveness was costly..
Ours will be as well.  We will have to give up our masks, come out from behind our façades and be real with each other.
When we hide these things we play into the hands of the enemy and we feed our own sinful nature.
When we distance ourselves from each other this way we build walls and we push away and out the very ones that we need to embrace.
The lie that the enemy feeds us is that we will not be accepted.  That we will be shunned and disgraced.....
But that is quite the opposite of the truth.  God would have us free from this trap.  He would have us open with each other and living in truth and love.

What an odd word, disgraced.  Sounds like having grace removed.  Silliness.  God gives grace, He does not remove it.
Another lie of the enemy.

I like what the speaker was saying about working out the toxins.
We all have them.  No need to hide it.
The garbage cans within the souls of the individuals in the body of Christ are full of them.
We’ve stuffed our stuff in them and tried to cover them with lids of works and our attempts to live Godly in our own strength.
We are tangled and tied up in this and it’s futile efforts.
Those garbage cans are full of festering rotting filth that cannot be contained and eventually they blow up with all manner of explosive destruction.
The results as you can imagine and most likely know of, is disastrous.

And so we’re not very good at giving out grace to each other because of it.  We know what’s in there.
It breeds fear.
It is a scary thought to consider opening up wounds that have festered there hidden in our secret lives.
But how else will we learn to love as Christ would have us?
Until we are real with each other we can’t love in truth.

Oh Lord Jesus, help us to open our hearts to You and to each other so that we might become real and live in the truth of Your love.
And so that we can then be Your body here loving each other and serving as Your hands and feet and Your heart.
So that the world may see You and behold Your glory and be drawn to You.
Not by might not by power but by Your Spirit Lord.

Trying on the strength of our own self will - will produce disastrous results!
Overcoming cannot be done in our own strength.  Self improvement will not work.
The Holy Spirit is the answer.  He does the work.  We all try to do it, or, because it does not work, we try to hide it (as above). 
It’s not possible for us to do it on our own, so we end up in worse shape than before.  Luke 11
But if we live giving each other grace to allow the Holy Spirit do the work, without judgmentalism for each other, we are over comers. 
We can encourage each other in love and grace and allow God to do His will in us by being real and living in truth.
And there will be healing – there will be a detoxification of our body – and there will be unity.
And God will be glorified.

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