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Hi I am a Christian, a nurse, the mother of two grown children and two grand daughters, one grandson, and 3 dogs. I love people and have a huge heart. So why am I blogging? Well I've been told that I need to publish my writings. This seemed to be the easiest way to do that. Also, I want to get out there and live life to the fullest. Empty nests are great because now I get to explore the world. I'm starting right here on my computer. So come along with me and as I learn to fly we'll soar together!

Thursday, February 9, 2012

01/13/10 Jesus did not seek to grow the Kingdom in numbers only, but in maturity and commitment this is a new year and a new decade and can be a new beginning


Growing up in LA in the 60’s and 70’s I was given to rebellion and an extreme lack of self discipline.  I had no direction no intention in my life at all except to fulfill the desires of my heart and my flesh.  I didn’t even know that I was living that way though because the whole idea of having an intentional life was foreign to me until just recently.  It had never occurred to me that I had purpose, though in ways I guess that I have sought my purpose all along.  Of course I know that globally my primary purpose was and is God, and all that He encompasses.  So I was the proverbial person who had built my life on the shifting sand and was tossed about by every wave of doctrine that came my way, both secularly and as a Christian.  Somehow though because God has had His hand on my life He has allowed me to come to a place of growing in maturity in Him.  It feels very odd to me to not only desire discipline, but to desire to obey and submit to Him, and to reach out for direction in my life. I’m learning who God created me to be and the purpose He created me for.  And in that I’m learning to like myself.

So I’m not one for new years resolutions, but I’m seeing that a new year and a new decade is a chance to have a new beginning, to put away old habits and old ways of thinking.  It seems that all around me I am seeing and hearing a call to a closer relationship with Christ and to greater obedience and commitment to Him.  It is a time for a fresh start and a place to take stock of where I am and where I want to go, to refocus on my direction and seek His will in my life and my walk.
So this new year has become a new beginning for me.  I am seeing more clearly what God is doing in my life.  His call on my life is coming more into focus.  I am seeing that it is not a – one single thing – but a direction.  To follow Jesus, my Christian walk is not ‘mine’ but the walk that Christ is calling me to walk.  It involves His ministry of helping to disciple His body, by loving and training, mentoring, and ministering to His church.

Some notes on today’s lessons:
In Luke 9 it tells where Jesus had a multitude following Him. He turned to them and said to follow Him, but if you’re not willing to leave father mother sister and brother then you are not fit for the Kingdom of God.  The Church needs to hear this today.  What is the excuse for not following Him COMPLETELY?  Do you have family you have to take care of, cares of the world, money to manage, fame and fortune to pursue?  What worldly things are causing you to rebel against Jesus command to follow Him?  It’s not enough for you to say you believe, you must give up your life to Him.  If you resist giving up these things you are not fit for the kingdom of God. 

How many Christians have made a profession of faith and have remained right in the same spiritual place in their Christian walk.  Salvation is not all there is.  The Bible, Jesus said to go into all the world and ‘make disciples’.  That is not what we think of these days as the mission of the Church.  Somehow mission work has become salvation work.   Our responsibility is not only to bring people to the faith, but to grow those converts into disciples of Christ. 

I have often wondered why my own heart has been more focused on God’s body – the Church - rather than on the unsaved of the world and recently I have come to realize that this is the answer.  That’s the biggest reason that I relate to Chip Ingram and his ministry – which is to the body – to make disciples of God’s Church – to grow them up and help them gain some maturity and help them truly follow Christ. 
For so many years the Church has made it her mission to bring people in.  I wonder if Jesus were here and if He were to turn to the crowds and say the same thing as He said in Luke, how many would remain?  Many turned away back then.  We do a disservice to people when we do not make it clear that to belong to Him is to give up one’s own life.  He never backed off from that message.  He repeatedly told it to those who came to Him. 

Luke 9:57-62
The Cost of Following Jesus
 57As they were walking along the road, a man said to him, "I will follow you wherever you go."
 58Jesus replied, "Foxes have holes and birds of the air have nests, but the Son of Man has no place to lay his head."
 59He said to another man, "Follow me."
      But the man replied, "Lord, first let me go and bury my father."
 60Jesus said to him, "Let the dead bury their own dead, but you go and proclaim the kingdom of God."
 61 Still another said, "I will follow you, Lord; but first let me go back and say good-by to my family."
 62Jesus replied, "No one who puts his hand to the plow and looks back is fit for service in the kingdom of God."

And as we think about being totally committed to God, living for Him vs living for self we also must realize that many of those who call themselves Christians have not really put their trust in Him.  It’s very possible that they never knew Him and vise versa.  This is a crisis in the Church to me.

Luke 13: 22-30
The Narrow Door
 22Then Jesus went through the towns and villages, teaching as he made his way to Jerusalem. 23Someone asked him, "Lord, are only a few people going to be saved?"
   He said to them, 24"Make every effort to enter through the narrow door, because many, I tell you, will try to enter and will not be able to. 25Once the owner of the house gets up and closes the door, you will stand outside knocking and pleading, 'Sir, open the door for us.'
      "But he will answer, 'I don't know you or where you come from.'
 26"Then you will say, 'We ate and drank with you, and you taught in our streets.'
 27"But he will reply, 'I don't know you or where you come from. Away from me, all you evildoers!'
 28"There will be weeping there, and gnashing of teeth, when you see Abraham, Isaac and Jacob and all the prophets in the kingdom of God, but you yourselves thrown out. 29People will come from east and west and north and south, and will take their places at the feast in the kingdom of God. 30Indeed there are those who are last who will be first, and first who will be last."

The call is to follow Him.  The price is our lives.  The way is to know Him.  The first commandment to love the Lord with all your heart and all your soul and all your strength. The means of knowing Him and loving Him is to have Him and His Word written upon your hearts, taught to your children, talked about at home, in travel, at night and morning. Constantly being aware of God, thinking and meditating on His Word causes them to be written on your heart. 
It does NOT say learn and repeat over and over, or memorize only.  It says to write them upon your heart.  This is more than head knowledge and to love the Lord is more than an emotional feeling.  It takes the combination of learning and abiding and communing with Him to get that knowledge into the heart. 
But you cannot get Him into your heart unless you learn His Word.  So we must learn the Word (renew the mind) then meditate on it and pray and spend time with God and then put it into practice.

Deuteronomy 6: 1-9
Love the LORD Your God
 1 These are the commands, decrees and laws the LORD your God directed me to teach you to observe in the land that you are crossing the Jordan to possess, 2 so that you, your children and their children after them may fear the LORD your God as long as you live by keeping all his decrees and commands that I give you, and so that you may enjoy long life. 3 Hear, O Israel, and be careful to obey so that it may go well with you and that you may increase greatly in a land flowing with milk and honey, just as the LORD, the God of your fathers, promised you.
 4 Hear, O Israel: The LORD our God, the LORD is one. 5 Love the LORD your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength. 6 These commandments that I give you today are to be upon your hearts. 7 Impress them on your children. Talk about them when you sit at home and when you walk along the road, when you lie down and when you get up. 8 Tie them as symbols on your hands and bind them on your foreheads. 9 Write them on the doorframes of your houses and on your gates.

Commanding us to love God is commanding us to ‘know’ God as in the knowing that an intimate relationship of oneness brings.  To love God is to be intimate with Him to the point of becoming one with Him.
The differentiation of the heart and soul and strength here is very interesting.  It does not say mind. Head knowledge is not enough.  And the strength to follow and obey is not available to us who have been born in sin, without the Holy Spirit.  So I say that to love/know God is not a matter of gaining knowledge of or studying alone, though you must do this to know God.  It is not a matter of feeling Him alone, though one must learn how to discern His presence and become aware of the connection with Him.  It is not a matter of human strength alone, i.e. working hard at it, though it takes a commitment to obey and follow through with that obedience.  This is not legalistic religiosity.  All of this is what happens when we are introduced to a God that loves us.  When we see Him clearly and understand how He loves us personally we are drawn into a happy heartfelt obedience to His will, to learning all we can of Him, and to a constant communing with Him.  (This is also related to the matter of the ‘diet’ of input that we chose to take in)
The commandment to love God requires that one commit to an intimate relationship with Him.  The word ‘know’ has been taught to replace the word ‘love’.  But to remove the ‘love’ from the command and replace it with ‘know’ has been a problem because of common understanding of the meaning of the word ‘know’. 
The word KNOW – Synonyms: acknowledge, apperceive, appreciate, apprehend, associate, be acquainted with, be aware of, be cognizant, be conscious of, be conversant in, be friends with, be informed, be learned, be master of, be read, be schooled, be versed, cognize, comprehend, differentiate, discern, discriminate, distinguish, experience, fathom, feel, feel certain, fraternize, get acquainted, get the idea, grasp, have, have dealings with, have information, have knowledge of, identify, keep up on, learn, notice, on top of, perceive, prize, read, realize, recognize, savor, see, sustain, sympathize with, take account of, taste, undergo, understand.
Note: the use of 'appreciate' should involve valuing something or understanding it sympathetically, and when there is no value or sympathy, use 'recognize' or 'understand'; appreciate first meant 'set at a price; appraised'


So I say again that the commandment to love God requires that one commit to an intimate relationship with Him.
Through Jesus we see God’s heart and are drawn to Him and are able to relate to Him from His human-ness and our own.  Jesus was walking love. He did not mince words with us, rather He gave us the Truth, that to follow Him was to commit our lives to Him and God. 
He draws us to Himself and points us to the Father who in turn gives us back to the Son as His bride.
This love enables us to make that commitment and enter into an intimate relationship with Him. 
When we are introduced to the real Jesus, because of His love, Truth, and honest realness with us (as demonstrated by who the Body/Church is) we trust Him. 
This is what we are called to be, what He wants us to give up our lives for. 
We must walk in love, truth, and honest realness so that others will trust the Jesus in us and along with us follow Him, not just to salvation, but to the cross where we all must die.
They will know we are Christians by our love. 
(love being a combination of the intimate knowledge communion and connection with the Father and with each other plus the acting out of this commitment Him and each other)

So after all that I have committed to becoming an r12 Christian (Chip Ingram’s series on becoming a disciple of Christ – my words not his) and I invite you to join me.


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