I lost a child I never knew
carried in my womb for 5 months
The sudden bloody hemorrhage sent me into shock,
a comfort for the words to come, no movement, no heartbeat,
no life.
"We must remove him
now".
And grief is such an inadequate word to describe the tsunami
of emotional pain that followed.
Life hollow and meaningless for so many years afterwards.
Many many years later I am comforted by the truth of knowing
that he is with God.
Being told that at the time was meaningless. I had no sense of God at that time and no
care to.
But now the grief long spent is replaced with anticipation
and joy.
For I know without a doubt that when at last I leave this
earth I’ll see him face to face and hold him in my
arms for the first time to
give him the love I've held in my heart for him all these years.
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